What I though was writers block, turned into a word vomit

25 01 2009

I thought that I had nothing to say or report, but I think I was wrong.  There is a lot on my mind but I can’t seem to put it into words.  I started this blog with the hope of being able to take some of the things that are on my mind and put them into words, and use that as a form of therapy.  I also want to use this blog to share my love for running, nutrition, and wellness with my friends and family.  I feel like I lack focus in my life, and am kind of all “over the place” with my thougts and feelings, and the things that I do.  I am really good at starting little projects with good intentions but get bored with them pretty quickly and move onto something new.  I can’t sit still for more than about 30 minutes at a time and need constant stimulation, yet I am always feeling fatigued and tired.  I would really like to learn how to gain a little more focus.  Maybe writing this blog and trying to put in an entry every day at least will help me gain a little more discipline in my life.  Maybe by putting my thoughts, fears, and anxieties down on “paper” will help me to realize my faults and strengths and gain more discipline.  I never thought about writing a blog because it would be A) way too personal for me to share with people, and that scares me, or B) I wouldn’t be able to commit to it, like I said, I have commitment issues with projects.  But, Tim (my husband) suggested that I start this blog so that I could put some of my words down and help others in the process.  I resisted at first in my traditional fashion and said “NO, I won’t commit to this blog and will get tired of it in a few days”, but because he knows me better than anyone, and knows that this will be good for me, I decided to start it.  So, there you go.  My very first blog entry.  DONE!  Now, I have to get ready for work.  Hope this didn’t bore you to tears….not sure who “you” are or if anyone is actually reading this, but maybe someone will someday.




One response

26 01 2009
The Running Yogini

Yay! I’m your first “follower” 🙂 I think writing a blog has definitely helped me stay focused and its also nice to be able to look back on. Happy Blogging!!

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